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Thursday, January 26, 2006
chatting :: Wayne :: Mickey :: Jeanette :: Adrian :: Anthea :: Julia :: phoning :: no onemusik :: Seurng Dou Loon - Don and Mandywanting :: see list below kekekmood :: depressed .. ><hating :: no onehearting (in no order) :: Vin Choi :: Bosco Wong :: Leo Ku :: Emoline :: Cindy L :: Sonya :: Cindy C :: Kassie :: Stephanie :: Monica :: Carmen :: Debbie :: Sammi :: Peggy :: Sammuel Chan :: Simone =] :: Mickey :: RonaldMetalic beaded necklace$$Tickets back to HK hahaha =]New watchNew JeansPrettiful jewelleryChinese CDs hahaPosters of my idols hehechocolate kekekeblack thongs ... perferably havianas .. or however you spell itblack bag that you wear .. diagonally??long black/yellow singlet from hipsterthat bracelet from baby blue hahato go karaoke .. ><"white headphonesvodaphone prepaid sim card .. - so many ppl i know are with voda !! ><2006 TVB Calendar !!New computerLaptopNew phoneSomeone to organise me a surprise party so i dun have to rip my hair out doing or the organising..or someone to organise for me.. hahaha xPblack shorts that aren't like short shorts...yes i'm depressed again .. X( *cries* i dun think i'm gonna be all "I wanna cut myself, but dun want a scar or to be in pain" again .. coz i was about to cut myself last night.. yups idiot i am =] but stopped just as the scissors was about to touch my wrist coz i felt the pain of a slashed wrist without even slashing .. so i gave up .. i know i'm never gonna be able to cut myself purposely .. coz i'm so scared of hurting myself ...ANYWAY .. woke up feeling very .. "empty" not hungry empty but yeah .. and i was very pissed and blah ... hopped on the computer and not long later.. cindy msged me ... I LOVE YOU !haha XD thanks for telling me.. =]yeah anyways.. was supposed to go to the CT with Anna.. but she didn't wanna catch the train alone.. and i was going to the ct with my family.. UNTIL .. mum told me off for not having my work uniform washed like GEEBUS..so we had to go back home to wash it.. we were still in guildford anyways LOLS .. ><><yeah i bought so much.. everyone else would've thought that i was a slave coz i was carrying so much .. but *shrugs* .. i finally got new school shoes =] they're so ugly but they're comfortable @ the sole LOLS .. ><
Mum seems really pissed at me and i dun give a **** coz its not my fault im now stuck with this gay family & life .. u can pick ur friends, but not ur family.. how unfortunate.. i think i would've found another family two years ago if i could pick.. or maybe way earlier... maybe they would've even given me away after i was born coz i was apparently so annoying according to every single person in the whole family .. and briseida's still that innocent "I'm so good" one..
i hate my teenage years.. just DAYS before my bday and on my chinese bday .. i'm pissed and depressed.. GREAT way to spend the day .. EXCELLENT ISN'T IT? =] maybe this is why i thought i wouldn't live till i was 14 maybe i'll die in the upcoming days.. how nice that will be ..
BTW.. on a brighter note... LOLS ronald's cool =] HAHAH
all i've ever done ... all the tears that run down my face .. they're not supposed to be there.. but they're there...
wish i could cry it all out, but crying doesn't make the matter any better.. if only .. i was LOVED by even someone in the family ... my world would be at least completed with an extra peice ...
4:07 pm
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